speed of life

life isn’t moving fast enough, but it’s moving too fast. the problem with my age is that i’m both a child and an adult. my future can’t come fast enough. my present can’t slow down enough. my past can’t stop growing. my past can’t stop being too close. contradictions seem to be the things keeping…

what to write

I honestly don’t know what to write. The drafts keep piling up in my queue and in my journals…I could write about how I’m feeling, I mean this blog is about me, right? I just don’t know how to say what I need to say to feel better.

Hurricane

One mistake One disaster Then I’m breathing faster,  faster, and faster, until I can’t breathe anymore.   My heart beats faster, faster, and faster, until it feels like it will burst.   Words start forming faster,   faster, and faster, until they’re overlapping.   This insanity This crazy This anxiety Just keeps moving Just keeps…

Life Update!

I realize that I kind of disappeared off of WordPress for the past few weeks with no explanation as to why. There’s honestly just a lot going on, and I will make a longer post eventually, but I moved across the state. I have been just working and trying to organize everything constantly. You should…